I don’t always consider the feelings of others. Sometimes I am selfish. Oftentimes I wonder why me. A lot of times I throw pity parties. Usually I point out fault in others. When someone is rude to me, deep inside I want to return the favor. Sometimes I wait for strangers to speak before I say anything. I fear people at times because some of them seem evil. At other times I just want to hug people because I think all they need is a little love. I think people often look at me and see someone who is cold-hearted, but at other times they see a woman full of joy. I have seen people smile at one person and immediately turn to another person and offer a frown. I am only human, so maybe this is the reason for my actions. I try to control my emotions but sometimes fail. I have good intentions but my actions do not always line up. I want to love everybody, but some people I just cannot stand. They seem like a big horse pill that I don’t want to swallow. I am only human. Some people seem to be so nice and kind and sweet; just perfect. But what do they really feel on the inside? Do they wrestle with emotions like I do? Are they only human too?